5th day at the gym, Embaressed as hell 3/7/2009

Well today I woke up excited to go do my core class, because we were able to bring a friend with us, and I was bringing along my neighbor Chrissy, and my husband was taking her husband Heath. Girls with Girls and the Boys were with the boys. Unfortunately, the kids clubs was understaffed so by the time we got there the kids club had reached their capacity. So we had to sit there for over 30 minutes, by that time the class was over. After finally getting the kids situated we took a quick tour of the gym. Then we meet up with my husband, he suggested that we all do a ten minute run on the treadmill, I was up for it even though I had pulled a muscle a few days before and I was forcing myself to run on it. After three minutes I slowed it down to were I could pace myself. What did I do that for?. This man came over to me and was telling me ” It’s a run not a walk” and I was like I know but I’m trying to myself cause my leg is giving out. Keep in mind my legs are still in motion, I haven’t stopped I just slowed down for a bit. He said Im going to count to 10, if by then your not running you need to go home and I’m going to cancel your membership. I was so pissed not to mention embaressed cause here I am trying to be some sort of motivation to

4th day at the gym, It’s awsome

It is so great as to how much stress you can relieve while kicking your own ass, I tried to ask my husband exactly what routines I have done after class, but he rather be on flickr looking at Asian sluts for black cocks, go figure. How many calories do we loose for masturbation?, cause obviously I’m not doing nothing with him. My interest keeps getting less and less as weeks go by. I’m sorry I’m a realist and very blunt, I have to be careful on who’s toes I step on at home since I am not an equal. To have to be worried about it online too. My true friends know why I say this. Other than the usual day to day stuff. I am seeing true progression in my will to stick it out. I have patience for all the other crap and people in my life that I should have patience with my self too.

3rd day at the gym was yesterday

I did a whole hour of cycling with this great instructor Joe, afterwards I did arms, abs and don’t know what else but I feel great.

Stay On

It is not encouraging to try to find a support group when some of it’s members don’t come back and have serious goals to loose. People we can do it, I know how hard it is I am with you. I am so serious that here is my number 281-558-5639, if you are stressed out and feel like giving up call me anytime day or night. I mean it I need to loose just as much if not even more. I get so saddened by this but please people we can do it.

Alli Is it good to take as a fat blocker

My neighbor god bless her a dear friend that I have made here, a true genuine person wants to take Alli, Is it worth it?. Can you take it without being as active?.

Diet Pill debate

For all you that left me comments and read my post, thank you for helping me snap back into reality. I guess it’s just being anxious and desperate. I’m going to save my husbands money and do it the old fashion way sweat and tears.

Does anyone know of any diet pills that really work.

I was thinking of purchasing hydroxy cut or that berry one that was on Rachel ray’s show, any suggestions please tell me.

The 2nd day again, at 24hr fitness at Dairy Ashford n Westhimer

I need to find people that go to my gym to join my classes, I think if I someone to relate to I would feel lot more determined. I live in SW Houston, Texas I go to 24hr fitness, Monday-Thursday there are classes call me at 281-558-5639. If you already have a membership the classes are apart of it no extra cost, I really need help..

Im back on

after much though and deliberation, I have decided to get back on and do this. I am now going to the gym 6 days a week, although the diet pills did not work I am not giving up.I have already decided that if I do not loose some weight by my bday I will be getting a divorce. I know this is very harsh but I can no longer take it. I really need all of your support in doing so. Seeing that I have no family to get it from. I am really depending on you guys. I am currently about 186, I need to shed at least 40lbs by September. So please help it is beyond crucial.

I think I found something

Hey everyone, sorry I haven’t checked in a lot has happened since then, I recently had a death in the family, so I was out of town. But yesterday I went to the gym and I dared myself to take a cycling class and, I loved it. At first I thought I wouldn’t survive it, but I closed my eyes and I pictured the really attractive girl in front of me..and i said to myself , self ” If the really fat people, back here with me can do it, then so can I”. no offense anyone. But that was how I felt and I lasted the whole hour with the class at their speed and did it. I wasn’t able to walk right after but I did it and I felt so good that I stuck around did yoga, which by the way I suck at, and still did my weight lifting so lots of kudos to me, I’m coming back and strong.

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